Tuesday, May 19, 2009
The person who hurt you the most is someone you least expected...
Sometimes I just have to agree with it.
I just feel like crying.. cause even how hurt am I, I just can't say. Cause I don't want the person to feel guilty or sad. But it hurts a lot. And I really don't know who to turn to.. I'm trying my best to hold back those tears... I just feel like running out of school.
And I no longer know how to face her.
Even though I looked fine just now, in actual fact, I was bleeding inside.
Can someone please tell me how.
Actually I kind of knew about it before you say it to me but I never thought it would hurt so much after hearing that.. I was disappoint. Extremely.. but I didn't know what to say.
It happens that when I came online.. zy was the first contact to pop up. I wanted to say it to him but I held back cause I know it can't be him hearing it.. I know what he'll say... And this time I rather not hear it.
But I'm feeling so terrible now.. Now I quite glad that my seat is at a corner and my partner who supposed to be sitting next to me is always not here..
I just turning to my blog is the only way.. but it don't seems to help this time.
And if you didn't realize.. I changed my password. Cause I don't wish that she's reading this..
I know I can't blame you and I don't blame you. I just blame myself. Maybe I'm just so stupid.
I really don't know who can I share this with.. it must be someone who don't know you I guess... I can't even bring myself to share this with Ming.. and Serene( she's busy with her exams in Aussie; I don't wanna distract you but I promise you will know when you're back)
Can you please tell me who can I trust and turn to now?
bye.
sealed with a kiss
2:30 PM
clarissawee.
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