Sunday, May 17, 2009
I'm having a mixed feeling now..
Lots of stuffs are on my mind.
I'm just scared... so afraid.
There's this fear in me.. I won't deny the presence of it.
Ming: what are you afraid of?
Me: you should know
Ming: tell me about it
He just wants me to say it out.. Just wants me to learn to admit it and face it. Thanks best friend. I know you know.. you know how scare am I. You know the reason to it. You know how fragile am I when many don't. When I'm unsure you will ask me to go find out and when I'm starting to run away you will make me understand that only when I learn to face it and find out then I'll know the answer. My dearest buddy, I don't know how to express how I feel at the moment. But you know I'm really thankful.. that you understand me.. and know when to be fierce and firm. I really want to know the answer.. And I know I can count on you when I just can't figure it out.. but this time I think you are also kind of stuck..
It has been years and you will always say it's not wrong to cry when you know I am really very sad. You will say it's not wrong to want to depend on someone at times. Or you never change and will still be able to use reverse psychology on me.. your best friend is a silly girl but give her some time, I know and promise I'll learn to face it and find my answer.. I'm sorry.
loves.
sealed with a kiss
1:48 AM
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I'm someone who is simply captivated by beautiful and pretty things..
Fascinated with all the sweet and wonderful things around me like chocolates and flowers..
I adore my friends and time spent with all my dearest..
I enjoy RETAIL THERAPY..
Wanting to live life to the fullest by enjoying every moment and experiencing the best..
This blog is a place where i pen down my thoughts and share about my daily lives and as time goes by it allows me to keep it as a memory.(:
