Monday, May 4, 2009
I feel like crying all of a sudden..
It just hits me that maybe I'm doing something wrong. And it also made me realised that I don't have the courage to face what I'm feeling..
I just realised that fear inside me actually grew.
When I realised it, the first person I cld think of is Ming. He has always been the one I run to when I know I'm in trouble. I'm confused.. I'm sorry my best buddy you always have to figure out this kind of shit for me.
My mood has been changing very fast..
I've been quite unreasonable and stuffs.
I feel so sorry but I just cant help it...
I'm just not as happy as I used to be. I just don't understand....
Ming probably knew about this, so he knows when to run and when to appear..
But he still don't exactly know what's happening cause if he knows he will probably say already...
boooooooooooooooooo :((
I haven't been sleeping well.. I hate this feeling.
I feel so guilty that I've been disturbing someone at night.
And that msg my girl friend just sent me really keeps me thinking. To say the truth, I don't even know how I'm feeling..
I know what I want but somehow I'm not happy with what I want. I don't know how to explain.. can someone tell me what to do.
Can serene quickly come back...................
sealed with a kiss
12:22 PM
clarissawee.
o6o490 (:
fairsian. nanyang poly :)
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Fascinated with all the sweet and wonderful things around me like chocolates and flowers..
I adore my friends and time spent with all my dearest..
I enjoy RETAIL THERAPY..
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