Sunday, May 3, 2009
Empty is a word that I can use to describe how I feel now...
I haven't been blogging for ages, but I just suddenly thought of turning to my blog for some ranting session and just say out how I'm feeling at this moment.
With my tone and words used, you can probably guess I didn't have the best day of my life afterall. It's never easy to have one, cause people tends to have endless demands and wants in life, just one after another. Hence, it just makes life more tiring instead of actually feeling fulfilling..
I did so many things this week, with my days packed with activities. I tried my hardest to be happy and enjoy myself but at the end of the day, I'll just find it meaningless. I just hate this feeling. I really don't know.... I'm so tired. It's such an irony.. so contradicting... I always say that happiness is a journey not a destination and I believe many would agree..but now it seems that it's more like a destination than a journey.. saddening isn't it? And now I know how it feels like when I'm obliged to do something. Nevermind.
I haven't been sleeping much. I've been grumpy, throwing tantrum, angry, upset, moody, gossipy and bitchy.. I just hate it when I'm like this.. so empty. My self- esteem just drops all the way down :(( it's not as though it's very high to start with and now it's all the way down...
Can someone read my mind...
Can someone cheer me up :(
Does anyone even bothers to... nevermind.
bye.
sealed with a kiss
12:53 AM
clarissawee.
o6o490 (:
fairsian. nanyang poly :)
I'm someone who is simply captivated by beautiful and pretty things..
Fascinated with all the sweet and wonderful things around me like chocolates and flowers..
I adore my friends and time spent with all my dearest..
I enjoy RETAIL THERAPY..
Wanting to live life to the fullest by enjoying every moment and experiencing the best..
This blog is a place where i pen down my thoughts and share about my daily lives and as time goes by it allows me to keep it as a memory.(:
