If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Thursday, January 1, 2009

I've been feeling rather depressed and upset recently. Some would have known but some may not realise. But barely any knows the full reason to it, maybe I'm not too sure of the reason too. Don't you think it's weird. Nevermind.

I love my bed cause it's the place I'll run to when I'm crying or emo-ing. I probably recently hang out at there too much. Even at this point of time I'm practically lying my on bed.. tearing as I'm blogging. I've been feeling quite lousy about myself these past few days, really lousy and I don't know how to describe this feeling. sorry

I have been rather sensitive, whiny, "cry-baby", emo..... )): sorry to those who had to put up with me. So sorry.

I've been pretty mean to someone )): but you know I'm not that bad one right. And of course I wanna thank that person who I always say " you better not tell anyone ar... I know you will lo.. nevermind then :(" and "okay you must swear that.. if you tell anyone, you'll not have any girlfriends for life from now onwards"
Oops, I know I'm damn bad )): but I don't mean it kay. I know you'll have plenty of girls...

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I just need a hug now. I've been trying to smile for too long, while tearing in my heart. That brave front just makes me feel even more sad. I'm really very lost now.


Nevermind. I will be fine in time to come.

And mr tay is flying off tonight :(( 10days.
You know I love you and will miss you. take care baby.

Anyway it's the start of a new year. Happy 2009 to all my dearest.

bye




sealed with a kiss

7:05 PM

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