If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Sunday, November 16, 2008

My heart hurts.

Darling is finally back, I'm supposed to be happy. But I was angry, upset and disappointed. I thought I had the rights to be angry and upset. Cause I really felt so dumb staying up waiting for you regardless of how tired am I, thinking and trusting that you will come no matter how things change. I change and change my plans just to fit into your schedule. I thought I will at least be appreciated. But in the end, I'm just not understanding enough to you. Just that reasonable to you. Just don't understand you.
How about you stand in my point of view, put yourself in my shoes, and understand me first.
And may be I might not be asking much.


Nevermind.

Anyway, Capri I'm sorry. I think I probably understand a little of how you felt. It's retribution?

Okay. It's my dad's birthday today.
So, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! :)
Hope you like your present.

And it's Maven's 21st birthday too!
So, HAPPY SEXY 21ST BIRTHDAY, MAVEN! :)
You've been a really great friend to me. May your days be filled with colors. And I hope you'll like the present I'm getting for you. From Talleah and I :)

I'm going to meet Carleton later to get Maven's present. Gosh, go guess what I'm buying for him! Haha.

I don't know how am I going to fit my dad into my schedule today but no matter what I will. And then head down for Maven's party :) damn far! I'm gonna pray that someone drives and is gonna be sweet to send me home! :p My dearest talleah don't need to worry cause she stays so near there! Unfair :(

I'm not gonna allow myself to emo there :(

I miss Serene. And people.


Bye.
Loves.



sealed with a kiss

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