Saturday, September 6, 2008

As all of you can see..
I'm a lazy blogger :( :( :(

I shall just type my whole week here and then post as a whole :))
And yes I was supposed to put up my schedule for the week.. but i didn't :(

SUNDAY
I met up with Mr Tay! in the afternoon.......just for a little while.
But I guess that's just enough to make me smile. That simple afternoon was really wonderful, I enjoyed myself, simply cause it's good enough to have him by my side.
SWEETNESS.

CITYHALL -- BOAT QUAY (supposed to be Fullerton's Starbucks) -- THE CENTRAL -- STARBUCKS! MY GREEN TEA LATTE :) -- SOME CAFE -- FUNAN IT MALL -- ROM/RMM? around there to see -- FIRST BOTANIC GARDEN -- FORT CANNING PARK -- THE LEGENDS !

The Legends would really be a very special place for us, like baby has said...

Oh ya, we took a really long time to decide and plan where we want to go for that afternoon but in the end it didn't go as we planned :(
In any way, I think that's not really important, enjoying and cherishing every moment spent together is the most important :) at least for me

Okay so he had to go back camp that night.

MONDAY
5 days to go...

I went out with my mum, brother, aunt, cousin and grandma :)
Went to eat some jap food then headed down to Selegie cause my grandma needs to go for some injection.
I took quite awhile to think where do I want to go cut my hair.
As my cousin was gonna cut her hair at international plaza and she asked whether I want to join her, but i decided not to take the risk AND not to be a light bulb :)
Okay, anyway, I did cut my hair, but this time with a different hairdresser, my mum brought me there and coincidentally, she's a good friend of mine hairdresser!
Oh ya, I trimmed my eye brows too :)
Quite a fruitful day.
Rather satisfied :)))

I managed to chat with dear rather early! I was freaking happy and I really hope this is a better week for him.
I want to be darling's happy pill!
And I don't wanna be dubbit :( hmp

I MISS MY MR TAY.

TUESDAY
4 days to go...

Okay I had work, morning shift and I was late!
hehe and Ivan came for work :)
Shifu saved my life cause Sherlyn left early.

for info, Ivan = shifu

Anyway, I ended work around 6 plus.
Night shift only had Tiff alone, lucky uncle sam, eddie and tiong came.
Ivan stayed for awhile to help too.
So, I said wrong stuffs to uncle tiong when he was sending me to the bus stop :( and end up he ask me to work at Sentosa's branch since I'm having holidays and I claimed that Dempsey's shifts are all full that's why I'm working on so little days.
GONE.

I met up with Ming and Siangkoon at Plaza Sing after work.
And both of them are using the iphone! :'( random.
Anyway, we went over to starbucks, sat for a moment then decided to go down to siangkoon's house to drink first. Took a cab down and it's damn expensive, 28 bucks, even though I don't need to pay but I feel so cheated for him. We had talks on the way and while drinking :) I got to hear alot of stories and etc. haha. freaking funny. So Ming leaked out Siangkoon's story and Siangkoon leaked out Ming's to me and many others.
So we had 2 bottles of red wine? We drank by the pool :)

Then we headed down to Serangoon, met up with quite a number of people and continue drinking.. I think I'll die continue drinking with them.
I managed to get jie huan and Ming out with me to 7 eleven then I cabbed home.
I didn't get drunk! :)
So happy with myself and cause I promised dear to be responsible for myself and yes, getting drunk is against my principles.

Okay, but my stomach was hurting cause I drank with empty stomach :(

All in all, I enjoyed myself

I didn't managed to talk to dear in the night :(
Really very disappointed and upset cause I really miss him.
Just can't wait for Saturday to arrive.

WEDNESDAY
3 days to go..

I stayed home and slack.
I forgot about my laptop appointment.
And I regret drinking the night before.
Or at least not that amount with an empty stomach.

Stomach hurts :(

Anyway, I managed to chat with dear!
You know chatting with him in the night is always the best thing of the day :)
I shared with him stuffssss and he shared with me stuff :(

I hope you'll take care of yourself in there.
I don't wan you to fall sick especially when I'm not by yr side.
My silly baby.

misses.

THURSDAY
2 days to go...

I had work. Opening myself with mama jan :(
Really very tiring.
2 new scoopies came to have some training.
Ivan came down to teach them.

Mummy came down to pick me.
She had Belgium waffles with ice-cream and a latte over at my place.

Then we headed down to her office to settle some stuffs while I was grabbing a bite with my brother :)
haha and my brother actually says that he wants to go on diet!
I got to know that my brother's friend actually say him fat, he got really pissed off. And he told that guy at least I am fat with brains unlike you who's skinny without brain.
Quite bad but quite cool. :p

Anyway, I got to chat with darling :)
But I'm sad to know that he's unhappy.
you know when he's mood is low mine will also be...
darling darling.. please smile for me cause your smile matters to me the most.

And I'm really sorry to feel insecure.
I can't help it.
I guess it will really take time to get rid of this.
Don't worry I'll be fine and I do trust you.
But sometimes you're so nice that will make me wonder will someone take you away..
or will you leave me for someone better prettier :(
I don't wan other girls to seduce you :(
HMP!
BOOOOOOO :((((((((

come give me a hug.

loves.

FRIDAY
1 day to go!

I MISS MR TAY ZENGYI!

I had work.
Opening with a new scoopy
Had to teach her stuffs guide her while doing stuffs.
OMG. I was so stressed until I felt like crying.
She's teachable but just really a lot of work and very stressful.
I cannot do anything wrong etc.
I worked for like 10 hours.
Cause night shift not a lot of people and have another new scoopy.
Samantha was coming late also, so mama jan and uncle sam asked me to stay and help out. At least guide the new scoopy. And finally I got to know Tabby( Tabitha) :)
She's damn fun to work with and I'm working with her on next Wednesday!
Anyway, I'm extremely extremely tired.
10 to 4.30 without any break and then continue from 5 till 8 plus.
Lucky daddy came to pick me :)
Otherwise I would have probably just faint while on my way home. I mean seriously.

I didn't get to make my cheesecake :'(
And I didn't get to talk to dear :'( :'(
He was back at camp damn late :(
My poor baby boy.
I MISS YOU.

My mood was damn low.
Really very tired.

I just can't wait to meet you and talk to you.
Fast forward time please but don't take away my sleeping time :'(

Mr Tay's message woke me up this morning :(
I'm super tired but it will still take time for me to fall back to sleep :(
Then mummy woke me up to do admin stuffs for her!
Damn angry.
AND TIRED!

But still I can't wait to meet him.

bye.
misses.
loves.

sealed with a kiss

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Saturday, September 6, 2008

9:56 AM

MY DEAREST

CREDITS

If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Saturday, September 6, 2008

9:56 AM

MY DEAREST

CREDITS

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

9:56 AM