Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Okay I just feel like blogging even though I have already written in my diary today.
I'm supposed to be studying but I'm not.
I kind of do not have confidence in tml's IP net exam.
But I'll be strong.
Even though I did not managed to talk to you on the phone tonight but I'm glad to at least receive a sms from you.
Though it's a short one, but it's sweet.
And for you, I will try my hardest to pull through the week. In hope to meet you by the end of it.
Cause dear I really miss you alot :((

You make me want to stand strong for you. I will not cry even how stressed up I am feeling now cause I know you don't like me to cry.

You know I just happen to come across ethel's blog a moment ago.
Gosh, I kind of find it unbelieveable... 42 months plus and they are still standing strong together.
I remember people saying that they wouldn't last long but I guess they really proved them wrong.
Whether I'm one of them anot, I have no comments.
But I just recalled back those times, what people say about her, flirt bitch etc, the truth is I wouldn't really say that cause I guess I have no rights to. ( You wouldn't know what I've said too cause I forget what I've thought and I doubt I've told anyone)
But it really surprised me, for her and Alson to last so long.
So many couples broke up and found new ones within this time however they managed to overcome their barriers and ignore what others said. I guess it's really wonderful.
Be it I'm close to her anot or whether I like her anot, it doesn't matter. ( In fact I'm never really close to her and I guess I didn't really want to. And whether I like her anot, my beloved friends who were close to me during sec would know)
Now I sincerely hope they will last long and prove those who didn't thought good of them wrong.
I kind of envy.... BUT I know I shouldn't.
Cause I know it will happen to me too :))

There was this part in her blog, whereby someone told her this:
"If you can't make everybody like you, believe that they do."

And she said that she does that. But I believe not many can do that though. Okay, I know she can do that, truth is she's thick-skinned enough to do so. But somehow I doubt I can, I know I cant, even how ignorant I can be, the level of ignorance is still to a certain extend for me.

Anyway, I'm not that strong but because I know you're there so I'll try my best to be strong and when I'm tired I know you'll be there somehow, to grab hold of me and not let me fall totally. Thanks dear.

Of course I know my dearest friends are there to lend me a helping hand too, to be my backing when I needed one. So i truly feel glad to have you guys. I believe you all will know who I'm referring to, definitely the ones who are reading this.

I need to go back to studying. So I shall end here. Just a little thought for the day.

Oh ya, today is ming's 20th birthday.
I just had an interesting convo with him on msn.
So this year, I forget to wish him earlier cause I was busy with other stuffs but still I didn't forget.

♥ c l a r i s s a. says:
oi
♥ c l a r i s s a. says:
MR yiu ming yiu.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
♥ c l a r i s s a. says:
hope it's not too late
`Ming Yiu says:
too late?
`Ming Yiu says:
about what what?
♥ c l a r i s s a. says:
and yes, I called you today but you were aslp
`Ming Yiu says:
lol
♥ c l a r i s s a. says:
wishing you happy birthday lo
c l a r i s s a. says:
I never forget okay
`Ming Yiu says:
wait
`Ming Yiu says:
today is 19th?
♥ c l a r i s s a. says:
yes
♥ c l a r i s s a. says:
10 days after natinal day?
♥ c l a r i s s a. says:
national*
♥ c l a r i s s a. says:
am I wrong?
`Ming Yiu says:
o
`Ming Yiu says:
lol, is my birthday today
♥ c l a r i s s a. says:
huh
`Ming Yiu says:
nevermind, thanks
♥ c l a r i s s a. says:
so issit yr birthday today?
`Ming Yiu says:
yea
♥ c l a r i s s a. says:
no one wish you meh
`Ming Yiu says:
you the 1st lol
♥ c l a r i s s a. says:
gosh

Okay he's definitely blur and yes he's having exams too, So I wronged you for something. :p
Anyway, even though you're very blur, you're always my best buddy, it never changed, and will never be it 2 years 8 years 10 years or what so ever from now, our friendship will last forever. 8 years has gone by and still counting...

MY DEAREST BUDDY, HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY!
loves.

2nd day. 4 more days.

sealed with a kiss

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

10:47 PM

MY DEAREST

CREDITS

If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

10:47 PM

MY DEAREST

CREDITS

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

10:47 PM