Thursday, August 14, 2008

MONDAY.
I left my hse quite late. My baby boy came to pick me, wanting to send me to the chalet, really sweet of him and I truly appreciate it.
But I kind of upset him at the beginning. And I'm really sorry dear :((
So we headed down to town cause of Tidus but it was kind of a wasted trip for him. Lucky, something else made it worth it. Introducing me to him made me rather happy, I guess it meant something to me.
And I hope you did enjoy yrself with the time spent with him alone
I hurriedly cabbed down to aranda country club after that as I was already very late.
hmmm. upon arriving I found that it's quite weird that the senior excos and us, the juniors are like separated into 2 groups, having our own talks and pits.
And within ourselves it was definitely very "groupies".. each in their own cliques, doing different things.
I cannot deny I was with michael they all most of the time also. yup..
Anyway, had some funny moments, like the guys ended up locking the doors of one of the room while playing and had to call for the housekeeper for rescue in order to enter the room again.
Having someone popping out of the cabinet all of a sudden is indeed scary..
I got to play a little pool at the Ehub! but barely enough to satisfy me :(
Then I headed back to the chalet, grabbed my stuffs and left to meet my dear.
I definitely have to thank cui hui and matt for the company to the bus stop.
And apologise to Michael benito and gang for disappointing.

Okay. So my beloved and I ate at somewhere. My new found playland...
Then we grabbed a bottle of wine from his place then walked over to ECP :)
Oh ya, my dearest was sweet enough to actually bus half way and meet me on the way so that I wldnt be alone :)
Back to the point.. So we walked around ECP to find an empty hut, as it was like going rain.
He wanted to sit on the rocks but I was so scared and just refused to climb up :p end up he has to come down. hehe
Okay so we put our stuffs down, open the bottle of red wine and drank a little.
And I wanted to walk along the beach, cause I thought it would be really sweet and nice. At first he didn't want to get his legs wet but I kind of insisted and really glad he did it. :)
It's really my first time doing stuffs like this and I had always been wanting to do this, so I'm really thankful and happy. It was just simply sweetness but somehow I don't know how to express or tell you how much I really appreciate your effort and company, I just hope you know..
We had a really good talk and just enjoy the company while waiting for time to pass and the sun to rise.
Yes. My dear got drunk! He drank too much red wine, he practically drank the whole bottle by himself. He was sweet enough not wanting me to drink much and get drunk but no worries, that will never happen. Hmmm, may be it might.. when you really upset me.
Anyway, I kind of looked after him when he was drunk. I kind of enjoyed that moment, even though it was quiet when he's resting but it was sweet.
And I'm really happy to know that he appreciates what I've done.
So, we didn't really get to see a nice sunrise but I guess the wonderful time we had spent together is good enough to make up for it :))
Both of us headed home after that, I cabbed home while he just need to walk home. And my silly boy pissed his mom off but I really appreciate what you've done, taking an MC cause of me.
The time we could spend together is really very little but I just want to cherish what we are left with now and use it to the fullest.

TUESDAY.
I reached home, showered and slept!
I was really really exhausted.
This day was just spent at home.
Oh ya, my dear had a dream.. haha
And I want to tell you, it's only a dream, nothng more than that because that will NEVER happen.

WEDNESDAY.
I was supposed to go school for a revision lecture but I was late and my mood was rather low end up I just went down straight to my grandparents place to rest visit my grandpa and also collect stuffs.
Dear came to meet me at holland V, we had our dinner at Thai Express then had our dessert at Cold Rock! :) And I found out that I actually bother to observe and take notice of his likings more than he does about me.
We then headed down to zouk to catch the pageant, we were rather late but in time to see the results. So yup, his sis got into the finals which is very good. And of course congras to her.
I hang around for a little while, we walked over to shell and get a drink, chat a little then I left for home and he stayed.
I didn't want to stop him as I know he really wants to stay and I didn't want to deprive him of that just cause I don't want to club.
I do trust him so I allowed him to join his friends and have fun.
I guess he did really enjoy himself.
And yes, he got drunk again. I wasn't really very pleased with that but when I hear of it, I felt like scolding him but I was even more worried instead.
Moreover, I wasn't there to look after him this time, I felt kind of guilty at that moment for not staying and club with him.
Okay, I was disappointed in him but definitely more worried. I hope this doesn't happen again. How I wish I can infuse some of mine not getting drunk thinking into him..

THURSDAY.
Okay I didn't exactly had a really good sleep...
My granny came over to my place in the morning
And I had lunch with a teacher of mine from secondary sch who became a really good friend of mine..
We had a good time, good talk and good food. And definitely thanks for the treat.
After which he drove me home. Thanks for the ride too.

Anyway, I wasn't exactly in my best of mood. I was quite unhappy. I don't know how to describe. I just hope that you know I really do care alot about you but don't disappoint me. I may be demanding but I don't think that is overboard. I just want to spend more time now when we could and not till when we couldn't then regret.
When you're in Sispec it will be different so don't worry.
The attention I'm asking of now is different, just different and I just hope you will understand.

Anyway, surprisingly ming called me back today. And i really appreciate it my dear buddy.
Cause I really need it, somehow I just felt I need to share with you stuffs.
So my best buddy managed to make me feel slightly better with his crappy talks.
I ask him when and where will I get to see his girlfriend he tell me she's probably dead somewhere, then I say how can he say her like this, then he replied saying she's only his gf not his wife.
So I asked again when and where can I get to see my "dao sao"
And he tell me in his bedroom.
Okay I was speechless.
In any way, I'm waiting to see who's the next one k. It's been a long time, I'll sure intro you someone and it's time I intro you someone even though I know you have plenty of them.

To end this.. I guess there's only one person who can make me truly happy for now. And of course it's only you, dear.. we will see what you do k.

bye loves.

sealed with a kiss

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Thursday, August 14, 2008

11:21 PM

MY DEAREST

CREDITS

If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Thursday, August 14, 2008

11:21 PM

MY DEAREST

CREDITS

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

11:21 PM