Thursday, August 28, 2008
I haven't blogged for a few days already.
Feeling quite emo. rather emo :(
thought through quite a few stuffs.
And I guess it's time to clear up some things.
Anyway I can say exams kind of ended already.
finally.
I shall just briefly talk about the past few days.
I got to meet zengyi on Sunday :)
We met up quite late, later than the original time as he was busy.
I was supposed to study but I guess our original plan FAILED, as I've expected.
But I'm glad to be able to spend time with him. And I got to see esplanade's library!
Oh ya, he looked fine with his super short hair. I thought it's cute, with an army boy look. haha
Even though the time we could spend together isn't very long but I'm really really extremely happy to be able to meet him. I don't know how to describe how much I miss him. Dear sent me to cck, ate our dinner, I bought some stuffs and we headed separate ways. And before he left for camp, he passed me a CD and something else :)
You know I'm surprised that you've thought of that, somehow it felt as though you've read my mind and I was really happy. You're the first one who made me want to do this, I don't know why but these photos means a lot to me. These are the memories which I will hold closely to me heart.
And yes. Sorry dear for causing you to be late(nearly late). :((
I managed to talk to him in the night.
I had DBMS on Monday.
I guess it was alright. Lucky the paper was in the afternoon.
I didn't managed to talk to him for long but it was good enough to be able to hear his voice.
I fell sick on Tuesday :((
Dear was sick too.
Didn't managed to take my paper but I'll be taking it some other day.
I got to chat with Serene online :) And Capri too. Quite fun and interesting.
Zengyi talked to me in the night but don't know why, somehow I became very moody :(
Sorry dear. It's definitely not cause of Capri joining our conversation, cause I'm absolutely fine with that and I understand.
I also don't know why was I so moody.
I miss you. And really glad to receive your message telling me and assuring me stuffs.
Anyway, I got chat with Sherman online... I could understand how stressed he was, he's having his prelims, I guess I'm equally stressed up. And don't know how to relieve it. :( Chatting with dear in the night is the only thing that could make me feel better I guess.
And Sherman, we'll definitely meet up someday, soon. Lots to catch up on :)
Yesterday was supposed to be the last paper. And my class have a chalet but lucky I got to know beforehand that only the guys were gonna stay over for the night. I had lots of plans for the night.. I felt like going out to drink so I gave ming a call and of course he would agree to meet me and drink but... wonder did ask me if wanna go zouk but I didn't feel like going instead just wanted to have some drinks. We were like planning stuffs, end up agreed to meet today for gym, she will drive over and pick me but end up plan failed. Okay anyway, I didn't go anywhere last night, didn't go out and drink or what so ever, cause I was still sick and cause I promised to take care of myself and not to get drunk when he's in camp. If I were to go out and drink last night, I have a very strong feeling that I'll get drunk for the first time in my life, like really drunk cause of the people who I would have been drinking with and also my mood.
I don't want to add on to his worries, I know he's busy enough.
I was extremely tired ytd, end up I didn't get to talk to him. really very very disappointed and upset. It's all my fault :( I really miss him until wanna cry already :'(
I'm rather worried and concern about him, cause he's sick and his day didn't seems to be a good one too.
I'm a lousy girlfriend :((
oh ya, dom drove over to my place and sent me to school ytd. Really got to thank him. Thanks my best friend!
Okay, I've got to go for my class chalet today.
Rather tired and busy. Friday is a full day of activity for me and I'll get to meet him!
I'm talking to ming now and he just told me some stuffs.... Somehow ming has a girlfriend :)
Anyway, I guess my best buddy could tell I'm troubled.
I'm gonna meet him before going for chalet, maybe for some coffee or a game of pool to make me feel better. Otherwise, I'm gonna breakdown soon.
Ending here. I am super late!
bye.
sealed with a kiss
12:57 PM
clarissawee.
o6o490 (:
fairsian. nanyang poly :)
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