Thursday, August 7, 2008

I haven't blogged for a long time.
I always say this and somehow I know I don't really put in the effort in updating my blog.
Kind of disappointed.

Anyway,
I have a lot to blog about, just a lot to say.
But I don't know how to start and where to start.......

nevermind.

PHATNITE.
I never really blogged about this event of mine.
Hmmm.
I never regret being part of the committee and I will never regret.
Even though it was tiring with extra work and effort..
But I had my fair share of fun..
The things that I've learnt, the friends that I've made, the people who I got to know better and many more....
These are all priceless, they are what money cant buy..
I wanna applaud, those who didn't give up on this event, those who stayed on and have faith in the committee.
Raymond and Cui Hui, you guys were excellent
And i'm glad that you guys didn't give up on us and the event.
The event had come to an end; It was quite a success, our efforts were paid off.
Really MEMORABLE :))

SERENE.
Okay. My lovely girl has left for australia on the 28th july
I'll miss her and those times spent with her.
Hmmm. Serene wasn't the one who I got to know first, for my batch of B and J girls..
She wasn't the one who was really close to me at first.
It's such an irony, instead I somehow got drift away from the one who was closest to me and got really close to Serene.
I guess we didn't really talked much at first, even though we were in the same clique
But after talking really often to her and hanging out often with her, we found out that we are so alike in so many ways.
Our clique had so many plans, but somehow it was only "talks"
I'm really glad to get to know Serene better and went ahead with her with those plans.
Charlene joined us in some :)
But sadly she missed out some too
For example the sleepover. It was really wonderful, those movies and things we shared.. our little secrets :)
I miss the sleepover
I miss going out with Serene, having lunch, dinner with her and chilling at starbucks with her and friends
Okay, I shall upload some photos

Starbucks near heerens there :)

Cheesecake cafe.

the day after sleepover. near cathay ben and jerrys.

laptop day.

GIRAFFE :))) got ALOT more photos.

goodbye Serene.

My dear girl, Please take care of yourself over in australia. :) I will miss you and do contact me kay. ♥LOVES.

Tidus.
Okay I met up with Tidus after work on Sunday.
I went over to his work place to accompany him as he was working alone.
We were just cam-whoring all the way. And of course we shared some stuffs and did some catching up.
Anyway, Tidus don't rush, take your time and also give her time.
Photo time :)))

Hmmm.
I was talking to zengyi last night
Okay I felt really very bad. As we were talking about someone, something to do with my ex.
Then we were kind of arguing. I feel that it's damn stupid, dumb and really not worth it to spend time talking and arguing about him.
He's my past and definitely not a very good one to remember and talk about.
May be I was stupid but it's over already, I see no point in pondering over it again.
And moreover, I cannot deny that I was at fault too, I spoilt him. But cause of it, I learnt my lesson, a vey big lesson.
If you think that i was shortchanged then don't ever be like him. And treat me well, like how you think I deserve.
I was kind of touched when you say that in the message.
But still sometimes I still can't get what are you thinking. You have very complicated thinking. Always deep in thoughts.
Sometimes I can't help it but feel inferior. You kept me thinking am I good, worthly enough for someone.
I'm kind of demanding, yet I can't bear to put those demands on you, cause I'll feel guilty.
And somehow you give me the thinking that you will get really angry.
Which I don't really wish to happen, I don't like upsetting people.

To end this.. I really do enjoy yr company, be it going out or on the phone :))

Oh ya. I chatted with marcus for a little while as I wanted to ask him something, clearing a little of my doubts and see what others think. And also check on how is he doing cause he fell sick the other time. So my good friend here, was preaching to me on the phone!

Okay it's quite a long post. I've yet to blog about quite alot of stuffs but still I'm satisfied with this post. :)
loves. bye

sealed with a kiss

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Thursday, August 7, 2008

9:41 AM

MY DEAREST

CREDITS

If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Thursday, August 7, 2008

9:41 AM

MY DEAREST

CREDITS

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

9:41 AM