I hope you are the one I share my life with
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Saturday, April 12, 2008
i'm confused..
feeling extremely tired.. exhausted.
maybe i haven had this kind of feeling for a long time already..
it frightens me when someone looks into my eyes and try to see through me.. or read what am i thinking.
i jus really dont know what i really wan now.
never did i wanna hurt anyone...
cos i know the feeling of being hurt. i understand the feeling of it.
i fear of the hurt i had received
i'm frightened by this feeling.
this is so not me! behaving jus like a coward.
but i really do not have the courage to face it.. nor the trust is strongly built yet.
i really do enjoy the company.
and i haven felt like this for sometime already..
but i kind of realise the presence of this gap surfacing at times.
i donno how to describe it.
anw.. i'm falling sick :(
my mood which has been up and down.. hasnt been helping me much..
for me i will become more sick when i'm upset.. moody...
i keep quite alot of things to myself..
i don usually share with ppl..
it's a bad habit...
but not many will ask me too...
i guess i'm kind of mysterious...
or maybe only my best buddy knows me best.. and maybe he's the only one who will know how to ask me, dare to ask me and bothered to ask me..
feeling damn emo now..
but my mood changes quite fast at times.. so..
if you know me well you will know, sometimes i'm jus like a little girl, who cries quite a lot.. very whiny
but i'm also very easy to pacify...
however, for this not many knows and bothers...
okay. i shall jus end here for now..
byeee.
sealed with a kiss
5:41 PM
clarissawee.
o6o490 (:
fairsian. nanyang poly :)
I'm someone who is simply captivated by beautiful and pretty things..
Fascinated with all the sweet and wonderful things around me like chocolates and flowers..
I adore my friends and time spent with all my dearest..
I enjoy RETAIL THERAPY..
Wanting to live life to the fullest by enjoying every moment and experiencing the best..
This blog is a place where i pen down my thoughts and share about my daily lives and as time goes by it allows me to keep it as a memory.(:
