I hope you are the one I share my life with
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Thursday, November 22, 2007
i'm confused..
i really donno wad to do and wad can i do already..
i'm really very tired..
finally van is back.. went out with her ytd.. goin out with her is niceeee..
ate at some nice place at taka..
then played pool at meridian..
haven played for a long time.. a nice one. :))
then went for massage..
my dear girl paid for it la..
sweetsss..
hais..
he came to meet me b4 massage.
saying that he help me hold my bag...
he really upset me by doing that..
he took my cam.. some cash and threw the ring in there..
and wad hurts me is that he cant even be bothered with me..
he did wad he wan and jus left my bag with the shop people..
wad is he trying to tell me..
shld i give up..?
so many ppl is telling me to do so..
so discouraged..
i guess he really does matter alot ALOT to me... things that he's doing really upsets me..
really very unlucky..
left my hp in his car...
arhhhhh...!
keep finding excuses not to meet him.. now i really got no choice already...
think he purposely one la.. :((((((
unhappy.. angry la. angry angry angry!
and yet baby is giving me so much prob..
hais..
got something for him already.. wanna give him a surprise..
still haven collect my pay :(
wanna use that to buy him a psp to surprise him...
ppl tell me that i'm stupid..
but i thought even if he leaves me i also wanna give him..
love is blind..
it blinded me..
i love him.. really really love him..
knowing that he's not that gd to me..
i still cant help it..
i wonder does he still love me..
keep on tearing cuz of him..
blogging in sch now..really feel like crying..
it's so hard to tolerate...
bye.
sealed with a kiss
1:23 PM
clarissawee.
o6o490 (:
fairsian. nanyang poly :)
I'm someone who is simply captivated by beautiful and pretty things..
Fascinated with all the sweet and wonderful things around me like chocolates and flowers..
I adore my friends and time spent with all my dearest..
I enjoy RETAIL THERAPY..
Wanting to live life to the fullest by enjoying every moment and experiencing the best..
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