I hope you are the one I share my life with
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
i haven blogged for a long time.
too many things to blogged bout..
so much until i donno where to start with and wad to say.
alot of upsetting things.
and alot to do with him..
i guess i never regret knowing you.. and i never regret loving you.
even though i'm hurt.
but i know the feeling is real.
and i know it's hard to find someone who you truly love..
and i found it..
at least i guess i tried my best and i did cherish ever moment with you.. and most importantly you.
but if you wanna blame everything on me i've got nothin to say.
cuz it's jus so you.
i cried for a long time and cried many times.
i was angry with myself..
cuz i felt so dumb..
not knowing wad to do.
knowing how you treat me i still love you..still miss you..
love is really blind..
staying home jus makes me cry..
but going out to those places... reminding me of you, don seems to help much too..
pls tell me..
pls teach me how to forget..
cuz i really donno how to do it immediately.
i'm learning and tryin very hard.
i need time..
but wad you're doin is confusing me
still callin and not talking..
checking on me..
i really donno wad to do already
you jus making me cannot forget bout you..
and saying those hurting words to me..
once and again..
i'm tired of being hurt.
sorry.
sealed with a kiss
5:28 PM
clarissawee.
o6o490 (:
fairsian. nanyang poly :)
I'm someone who is simply captivated by beautiful and pretty things..
Fascinated with all the sweet and wonderful things around me like chocolates and flowers..
I adore my friends and time spent with all my dearest..
I enjoy RETAIL THERAPY..
Wanting to live life to the fullest by enjoying every moment and experiencing the best..
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